I Just Want To Be Wonderful

meghaninreallife:

I wish I could be able to do this.

One day.

a year isn’t soon enough. all my money’s going toward it.

(Source: licentious-escapade)

(Source: cat-in-a-basket, via noregisjustkelly)

My flight’s from Newcastle at 2:40 so I’m planning on being there by 12:30 for all that customs nonsense which means I have to get the metro by 11:45 at the latest. Mark’s coming over soon. He’s taking me to the airport. I was going to cry anyway but the idea of leaving this country, and leaving him, is already making me so sad it’s stupid. I’m excited to go home and see friends and family and everything like that, but something about England just feels like home and I’m terribly sad I have to leave.

valjeans:

I HAVE TO GO TO BED 

HANGING OUT WITH ROXANNE TOMORROW EEEEE 

hopefully i will actually manage to drag myself out of bed without someone either jumping on me or literally climbing under my duvet and coaxing me out 

I get to see you todayyyyyyy!!!! I haven’t gotten out of bed yet but whatever. Wheeeeeeeeee

i feel a bit strange. yes, i know it’s 5 a.m. and i’m slightly sleep deprived and that might have something to do with it, but i just needed to write it out.

have you ever had times when you feel like you’re being shredded apart? i’m being torn between my head and heart and each decision i make i regret because i can’t stop thinking i made the wrong one. i said the wrong things, i didn’t say the right things, i didn’t kiss him when i should have, i held his hand when i should have run away…these sorts of things. i can’t have faith in my choices. that i have decided something and i’m content. it feels like my heart’s peeling off in layers. each time i think about it i get sad. not in a depressed, cry myself to sleep way…more like a general disappointment in myself.

this is just a ramble and i’m pretty sure no one cares but putting it here gets it out of my head and maybe now i can finally fall asleep without worrying about it.

meh. this is my life at the moment. my throat is killing me. i can feel a lymph node is swollen. i want mashed potatoes. i keep going from freezing cold to burning hot. my ankle aches. i took a 5 hour nap and want to go back to sleep. it’s not even 10:30 yet. i think i’ll put Moulin Rouge! on now.

I broke my ankle. 

I BROKE MY ANKLE.

I’m studying in England and I broke my fucking ankle.

I wasn’t even drunk!

I literally tripped over my own feet and broke it on a flat fucking surface.

This is ridiculous.

I’m bed ridden for the next few days and I’m fucking pissed.

Blahblahblah.

I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING

and i’ve not checked anyone’s page in ages and feel like such a complete loser

I still love you! (I promise)

Things are good here in England and I’ve made some great friends. I’ll find some pictures to put up soon. 

Message me if you have anything you’d like to know in particular! And if you’re in the UK def hit me up so we can have a mini tumblr meet up!!

xx

Ugh. Do want. Any of my england peeps want to get this for me? I’ll pay you back when I come over and visit :)

tonightontheturnpikemydarling:

Soon.

ditto

roxannegoestoengland:

They gave us this really epic map of “Great Britain and Ireland” and it’s effing awesome.

Scotland’s pretty much got it’s own side of the map and Sunderland is in the bottom corner of it.  I’ll be right next to a city called Washington. What are the odds?

Mom said she doesn’t want to do any sort of driving at all over there so the road distinctions aren’t really necessary for our trip but it’s really fun looking at all the names of the places.  I think we’re going to use Megabus to get around up there because I was searching some average prices and it’s fairly cheap (at least I think it is). A trip from Inverness to Aberdeen is only £2 and I know that’s two places we want to go.

The AAA lady said to check sites like Expedia and Hotwire for cheap plane tickets. She was shocked that we were finding some for around $1055 & said that was really decent for going to England.  Yay us.

We’ve got to book tickets soon since that’s part of what I’m supposed to send with my paper visa application: proof that I can afford to go and have already made plans to.  My cousin had issues with her visa when she tried to study over there so we’re trying to make sure that everything goes smoothly. *Here’s hoping.*

valjeans:

EVERYONE WATCH THIS AND STOP SAYING “BRITISH ACCENT”, THERE IS NO SUCH THING. ALSO: IT’S INTERESTING. COOL.

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 thecompanyofwolves replied to your photo:This is where I’ll be in approximately 7 months….

YOU’RE COMING TO ENGLAND? well i think it’s england lololol

YESYESYES! I’m coming for a whole semester at the University of Sunderland  in the fall! I’m thinking I’ve got to do a britishfriendstumblr meet up since I’ll be SO DAMN CLOSE. :)

I just got confirmation that ISEP accepted my application and I’ve been placed at the University of Sunderland.