February 2009
i’m going out.
hell to the yes.
it’s going to be okay.
AIM
havent-got-a-prayer:
So I am getting it, and would love if you guys could reblog with your own screen names. I will need some chat buddies to fill the gaps in my day.
dudeitsfoxyroxy
January 2009
“You don’t necessarily meet a lot of people in this world. Not when you let...”
– Michael Cunningham - A Home At The End Of The World
f.m.l.
I have a suspended license. Apparently the DMV never got record of the fact that I took the safe driving course back in July. It’s $115 to reinstate my license…so I guess it’s a good thing I don’t have a car here at college. But being 4 hours away, I don’t exactly have the ability to work this mess out. Plus, none of the places I need to contact are open on the...
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bananasareyellow:
One day, I’ll tell most of my secrets to you.
thoughts.
havent-got-a-prayer:
Whether today you are sad or happy, confused or certain, in love or still searching; remember that everything going on in your head is okay. Do not be ashamed of your thoughts, but rather be ashamed of running from them. Life is meant to throw these things our way because they help us to grow. If we are avoiding our feelings with whatever form of escapism we choose, the...
“Sometimes things become possible if we want them enough.”
– T.S. Elliot
2:35
My chest hurts.
I’m damn sore.
I think it’s bed time.
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makeusayohsnap:
is it really that weird or bad to take 2 showers a day?
no. i was just teasing you, love.
“You can only blame your problems on the world for so long
before it all becomes...”
– Fall Out Boy - The (Shipped) Gold Standard
I haven’t taken a nap in three days. They usually help me make up for the sleepless night I have.
I hope the endorphins from this workout wake me up. Today is friday and that means it’s time to party.
Calladita se ve mas bonita.
Sometimes my brain hurts from how insignificant I am.
To whoever I may fall in love with,
Here are two things you’ll notice about me right away: I blush easily and become very red, and I like to laugh. There are some others you might not see for a long time, like how, occasionally, I look distant, as if I’m in two places at once. You’ll find that I have quiet days, and I have loud ones. You might see one day that my eyes don’t match the rest of my face. You will eventually discover all...
2:15
where does the time go these days?
“It was that kind of a crazy afternoon, terrifically cold, and no sun out or...”
– J. D. Salinger - The Catcher in the Rye
i cut my ankle shaving earlier.
the hello kitty band-aid karisa gave me has a dark spot from where the blood pooled into the cotton and got caught, its color a good complement to the pink.
Sometimes I have to remind myself that I cannot...
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The day was as beautiful as any she had ever seen. The air smelled of honey suckle and pine trees, reminding her of the semester she spent in Spain. The contrast of the cool breeze and warm sun lulled her to sleep; her dreams full of memories of a long ago time with people she could no longer identify.
She woke more rested than any night of sleeping pills had left her. No matter how hard she...
I'm worried
The last time I started monitoring my food and trying to get “in shape” I completely lost control and gained terrible habits.
“She behaves as if she was beautiful. Most American women do.
It is the secret...”
– Oscar Wilde - The Picture of Dorian Gray
“As happens sometimes, a moment settled and hovered and remained for much more...”
– John Steinbeck - Of Mice and Men
JamisonParker - I Should Mean More
3:23
Goodnight.
Life is filled with bruises, lies, and easily kept...
The drinks were bad, but the lounge singer was worse. Dressed in lime green and singing off key, she exuded a strange appeal. Maybe it was her confidence or complete obliviousness to her mediocrity. Perhaps she was even comfortable with it; maybe that’s why he found her so irresistible. But that was the problem with this business: you never get a chance to know these people.
“There is no exquisite beauty without some strangeness in the proportion.”
– Edgar Allan Poe
the world is mine to fix
10:54
my horoscope [gemini] for today:
You will have to put on a happy face today, regardless of how you actually feel inside.
oh joy.
Lost
Desmond is a fly mothereffer.
and Karisa-shut your mouth!
Cure
I need a new horizon.
So give me some black nail polish, we’ll set our bones on fire. I want forever to be with you. When the sunset nips at our heels we’ll know we really are alive.
Sixteen and Shallow
My scars faded, I guess they were shallower than I thought. I still need to find somewhere better than my wrist to put them. I constantly want to cut, it makes everything smaller, more my size. I can handle everything. It dulls all the outside pain and stress. But if I keep it there, chances are someone will see it and go off on me. There are only so many people who actually know that I used to do...
makeusayohsnap:
food is a necessity but the pain of hunger goes away
“I am but too conscious of the fact that we are born in an age when only the dull...”
– Oscar Wilde - The Critic As Artist